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May 3rd, 2008
10:32 pm - Not happy OMG i have just seen some very unpleasant, unflattering horrible pictures of myself taken the other week on a nite out, i know am fat but i just hate it when you have to see it in pictures an everyone else gets to see them too its makin me wanna eat the easter egg in my kitchen an am being so strong to resist, i dont want to be fat anymore am sick of it i hate it, i just wanna be slim an pretty an look nice, an be able to go shoppin without havin to buy black all the time an not have to worry when friends try to take pics on nites out ;o( i wouldnt mind but i dont even remember the horrible pics bein taken i was that drunk!!!
av seen loads of cute little summer clothes i'd love to be able to wear an i really wanna wear this summer i really really really do i need it
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Comments:
:( Just let it motivate you too keep moving forward!!! You'll be sooo proud when you can see the progress you've made!! :) Don't backtrack by eating more, ya know?? I know that's instict though I do it too. :/ You're doing well, and and progress takes time.. so take a walk or do something positive that will help you get to your goal instead of eating. <3333
P.s. I'm gonna weigh myself tomorrow and then send it to you. :)
thanks hun i ended up goin to bed but its still calling me but am thinkin of what you said an just tryin to ignore the feelings, am gona get them printed off an put them up in my kitchen as motivation x
Yay!! Good job!! I know it's hard to do, I have the same problem, but you just have to remember what your working towards and how proud you'll be once you've accomplished it!! :D <3 |
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