well last nite i had a psychic come round to my house ivy an she was fab, she was sayin loads which made me happy, my nan who sadly passed away while i was 6 months pregnant is my sons guadian angel which av always known but now she has confirmed it ;op 

right at the end she said my nan wanted to give me a bag of maltesers which i love an she said when you start eating them you cant stop which is so true coz i have no control, but then she said you nan said she is giving you low calorie ones though hahahahaha she said am i on a diet an i said yes, she said well you've lost weight (which i have only 6lbs tho) an that if i stick at it i will do really well....how goods that lol

also she said the noises i hear of a nite is my dog jasper who is protecting me an my son bless him he passed away just over a year now

apparently am gona have 2 more babies not yet tho in the furture so when i do i am certainly not eating for 2 like i was with my son an i will be sticking to an exercise routine thru out if jessica alba can go the gym 5 times a week then its good enough for me lol

the main thing about last nite is that one of my best friends mum came thru for her, her mum had been ill with bowel cancer all last year an sadly passed away on new years day, so i was over the moon when she said her mum had come thru, she really needed the reassurance that her mum was happy an ok on the other side, so that was the highlight of my night 

av had my own spirit experience which involved my best mates mum an my nan an grandad, an the psychic had said am sensitive to it but its lying dormant in me an has told me how to go about tryin to develop it, so am goin the library next week an gettin some books out on it, it'd be really nice to be able help people an bring them some kind of comfort after losing a loved one xx